Sunday, June 29, 2008

I am so bad with time!

Ok, so, long time no post, right?

I am terrible, I know. But besides trying to enjoy my summer, and doing some work, I really havent done much to warrent a post. I listen to the mp3's, and still do a little dreaming excersize every other night, but its pretty boring, me mowing the lawn as a girl. (except for the neighbors drooling over me!)

We are going to do some more intense stuff soon; Bryce has been getting things online that he said will blow my mind! I cant wait. One thing he wants me to try is something to make me think more like a girl all the time, or at least when I listen to the files! He wants me to chat and txt him in "girl mode" (i think he wants to cyber with me, the big perve!!!)

More soon.

Sunday, June 22, 2008

Quick little session

Bryce and I had some time today to try a little session.
Just me dressing; for some reason, I really don't want to kiss Bryce today, only dress up like a girl. I wonder what's on some of these files He has me listening too?

Took some pics, they're on my photo site. Hope you like them, if you see them!

More soon, I hope!

Friday, June 20, 2008

Thursday: Living in the Pink Zone

So, Bryce and I finally got another chance to try more stuff. My parents were no more out the door and I was listening to my iPod and txting him to come over and see the results.

I picked out this cute pink number from my sister (its over there <<<------), used that crappy old wig I had and borrowed some makeup.
But the funny thing was, I was soooo giddy to see him. I made cute little sqeals when I thought of his reaction to my cuteness. And I think i gasped at the thought that he might kiss me like he had in the dreams I've been having.
So, I told him to just come in, and he did. He yelled up for me, and in a girly voice, i told him i was on my way down. You should have seen his jaw drop off and bounce on the floor! All he could say was "Quinn! You look soo pretty!"
(I was a little let down; I was trying for sexy!) But a compliment is a compliment. So, We talked and he took some pictures after putting me more under. Things are a little foggy after that; but I seem to remember acting like some kinda teen ditz some of the time. And I must say that I loved the way I moved; my hips were swaying, my little tits were jiggling and I knew just what to do with my legs!
So, we put in a movie, i made popcorn, and (i can't believe I'm going to say this) we cuddled up on the couch together, like a real couple! The movie was some zombie flick that Bryce liked, but I didn't care; I just wanted to be his girl! (omg, i can't believe I said that!). So, after a while, he started feeling me up...a little. My tits there, my legs here, and then he whispered "You're so pretty Quinn" and when i turned my head to thank him, he KISSED ME! Like a full on french kiss.
After a little tonsil hocky, i pulled myself on top of him and really started to make out with him; all i wanted was to feel his tounge in my mouth. His hands were exploring more, and i really didn't want to stop, although I can't really say I wanted to go further. I guess it's like when your in middle school, and you really only know kissing, but something in your head wants to go further, but you don't know what that is. But, he stopped us, pointing out that my parents would be coming home soon. So, I told him I had better get changed, and gave him one last kiss. He cleaned up while i (reluctantly) changed back into Kevin.
We're going to try this agian reall soon. I'm looking for better outfits already!
Was that hot enough for you, Tommy? ;)

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Getting ready for next dressup session

Well, Bryce has had me listening to a bunch of his MP3's, and we've been doing some one on one stuff too. Tomorrow we'll have the house to ourselves, and he said he was working toward something.

I can honestly say that I'm nervous and almost giddy looking forward to it. I picked out a new outfit to try on, and got my wig and stuff ready. I'd like to thank my sister for letting me borrow some of her stuff! Hahaha!

Been reading the captions at that RAchel's Haven site...interesting stuff. If you like that sorta thing, you should check it out.

Ok, sorry so short, but I'm sure I'll have more to post later!

Sunday, June 15, 2008

Sorry gone so long...

Yeah, I know, I've been gone for like a week. Well, I had graduation last sunday, and then after a little rest, went up to the lakes for some vacation with the fam.

Oh, and I did more of that dream stuff. It was soo cool. My mind is a little frazzled by the weird contrast of what i did and what i dreamed. Like I wore a blue suit under my gown, but in my dreams, I wore this clingy little blue dress, stockings and heels. Bryce and I hung out in real life, and we made out in my dreams.

Oh yeah, he likes that in my dreams, I'm his perfect lil girlfriend. I don't know how to take that, but if it makes him happy, then I'm down with it, i guess.

Oh, I was a girl in my vacation dreams too. Wearing tight little outfits, and my skimpy bikini! Guys from the other cabins were checking me out, but I didn't do anything with them, I just looked so damn hot I know that they had to spank it all night. Of course, there was a little more weirdness here too, as dad seems to be alot more affectionate with his "little girl" in my dreams then he probably should be with a real life daughter.

I'll have to ask Bryce what this all means; i mean do I secretly long for daddy's touch (ewww), or is it some by product of his suggestions and files?

Oh, yeah, Bryce and I are going to have some time alone in the house this coming week. He wants me to dress for him...and I suddenly can't wait to do it too!

OH, got a comment (first one, you lazy basturds!) mentioning some place called "Rachel's Haven", and that he found a link there. Going to check it out, now that I've got time.


Saturday, June 7, 2008

Quinn's Dream Day at School

So, as I said the other day, I've been listening to these MP3 files that are supposed to help you envision yourself as a female in a dream, reliving the day's activities. And I've been listening to some other files too. Mostly stuff to help myself be more female.

So, here is what I dreamed for my last day of school. Remember, this is my DREAM, not what really happened. I didn't go to school dressed. I didn't imagine myself dressed as a girl while dressed as a boy. I went to school as a boy, listened to a file, and then DREAMED I had gone to school as a girl; apparently in my dream, I've always been a cute girl. OK, here goes.

Ok, so, in my dream, I woke up, in my pink bed, with pink sheets. I took off my little night shirt, and got into the shower. Since it was hot, I wore a cute little jean mini and tight white polo shirt (i wore jean shorts and a white polo to school, btw). I went down for a little breakfast, and mom and dad asked me if I was excited about my graduation party this weekend. I told them yeah, and they asked if I was going to invite Bryce. (Aparently in my dream, I was seeing Bryce...that was weird) I told them of course, and then drove to school.
Getting to school was cool. All these guys were checking me out, and I was such a little flirt. We just had a few things to do, it was just a half day for us seniors, because we had grad practice. So I went to homeroom, and talked to my friends, who instead of my usual guy friends, were the hot chicks from my class!

OMG! the weird part was when I was in homeroom! I caught my teacher, Mr. Sinniff, checking me out! I know he has a rep for being into "student/teacher relationships", but this was too much.
So, I pretty much went to my couple of classes for the day as a really hot chick, got hit on by guys, and asked to quite a few parties. Then lunch, sitting with the cheerchicks, checkingout the senior guys. Then we had graduation practice, where I pretty much played with my cellphone all the time. Then I went home, and instead of playing GTA4, I got into a VERY TINY BIKINI and laid out out back, while the neighbor guys checked me out (they are young, so it was more funny then hot) :P

Then dad came home, and came around back to talk to me. It felt weird to be soo naked infront of him, but he didn't seem to care. He told me I was growing up to be such a beautiful woman, and that he looked forward to walking me down the aisle!!!! The weird part was I swear he checked out my ass as I walked bye to change for supper.

I had a salad instead of a bacon burger, and then Bryce came over for....well, like I said, we were dating, so you can use your dirty minds to figure out what happened.

omg, he reads this....he's so going to know that we.....oh damn.

Then, since it was hot, i went to bed in my blue bra and panties set, thinking of Bryce, graduation, and Daddy at my wedding.

Let me say, waking up today was a little confusing!!

Thursday, June 5, 2008

More suggstions, more Quinn

Hey out there, just thought I'd let you all know what's been going on with me.
I've been listening to some MP3's that Bryce got for me, as well as doing some sessions with him. When I'm under, I just feel soo good and so female. It's unreal.

I've been listening to one that will have me dream the previous days events as if I was a woman.

I can't wait. I mean, with school wrapping up, it would be cool to see how Quinn would handle a day at school! Bryce also has asked me to wear panties every day, like he needed to ask me! ;)

I Know this is so short, but I don't know how long I'll be bye myself her in the computer lab.



Monday, June 2, 2008

Start of a journal

So, here I am. Part of me can't believe that I'm doing it; I wonder if Bryce is doing this. But, as far as I know, this is what I want, so I'm doing it.

For the record, I am NOT a real girl. I guess I am a Transvestite. Well, even that is in the air. I do like to dress in women's clothes, but that's not all of it. I guess I have a fetish/interest in hypnosis. I guess I watched too many old movies where they hypno'd some person to do something against their will, because somewhere it stuck.

So, while I like dressing in women's clothes, I love the idea of being hypnotized while doing it. Or maybe being hypnotized to do it.

So, I've asked my neighbor, we'll call him Bryce, who's going to school to be a head-shrinker (he hates that my dad calls him that), to help me. Bryce and me are really tight, and I've missed him while he's been away to OSU.

In as manly a way as I can say that.

We did some test stuff over the last couple of days. He'd talk to me, try different stuff, and to be frank, I thought it wasn't working at all.

That changed this weekend. The Rents were out of the house, and he called me as said, "Hey, want to give it one last chance?" I said Yeah. He said, "Ok, I'm on my way over. If you feel the urge, go with it. You're your own boss!" I said Whatever, and hung up.

Then, I went into my sister's closet and started picking out outfits! Then, off to mom's room for makeup. I'm not saying I looked like a real chick, but I was doing it as best as I could. In fact, I seemed unable to do anything BUT get dressed up.

When I was done, I sat in a chair near the door, and waited for Bryce. At this point, whatever he did started to wear down. I was worried he would call me a fag, or beat me up, even though he was really cool with the idea, and I knew that. When that door bell rang, my heart stopped. I told him to come inside, and slowly, he opened the door.

He looked at me for a long time, then he smiled. He told me I was kinda cute, for a dude. That made me blush. Then, he told me that this was our breakthrough, and everything should be downhill after this.

I shure hope so!

So, he put me under again, and then we talked and hung out. I even took pictures, which I posted on my gmail account. I really only wanted to do this in my house, just me and Bryce, but for some reason, sharing it here like this really feels right. So, I'm going to post as much as I can, when I can. And you can read and maybe watch what happens, Kay?