Thursday, October 1, 2009

OK, now its weird

My last post got interrupeted: dad came home and found me in my black dress!
He looked me up and down, told me i looked very pretty (YAY!!!), but he still perfered me as a brunette. So, off i ran to find my other wig. Then I decided to try a different dress. I did stop to take a couple pics, then I ran downstairs and showed dad my new(er) look. He loved it; had me pose and move around the room a bit.
I felt so pretty the way he was looking at me, I didn't want it to end.

Then he asked me if I had something a little more "badgirl" to try on!
I didn't even question it; i just ran up here again, to change into a little dress that Bryce had picked up for me once, and to put on some more makeup.
Why does my dad want me to be a "badGirl"?

Oh, he's calling up to me....more later. I took a pic!

So far, nothing too weird.

Ok, so, after that last post, i bet you all think i've been either taken to the hospital or ran off.
Nope, i'm still tryin to make sense of it all. I kissed my dad! And I liked it (cue Katy Perry music) We haven't talked about it at all, but there are days i think i can feel him looking at me. And thats when i love it sooo much. I want him to just throw me to the ground and make me his girl.
Or do i?

I'm pretty sure i don't want my parents to break up because of my wanting to be a girl, but it's like an itch i can't scratch.
Took some pics today; just me in my jeans and me in my black dress. Nothing too exciting. Actually, i'm still in that dress; taking a little longer to get out of it..haha