Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Falling into a rutt

So, its been an interesting summer: My parents are being understanding and supportive, which has been so cool. I've done my Quinn bit infront of both of them, and they don't harass me or judge me (well, mom says my clothes are a bit more "diva" then she would like her 'daughter' to wear, but thats her being jealous) or anything. I've experimented with looks, chatted with people, and I'm thinking of going out.
Oh, and i'm soo back into the files that it's like i'm back with Bryce. I'm always listening to something it seems, and i think it's starting to affect me again.
Like it did before.

I listen to my mp3s when im getting dressed, and lately, i've been feeling a little...amourous? You know, "in the mood"? But, i don't have my faithful ex guy Bryce, so the energies are just being spent in other directions.

Or at least they were. i noticed my choices for outfits were getting even more "sassy": thight jeans, shorter skirts, tiny shorts. And i was really getting into looking like a girl, with wigs and make-up. And i was starting to act like a real girl too; well, a sexy girl if i do say so myself. And none of this would be a problem.

If i didn't find myself doing all this for the attention of one man; you guessed it, my "daddy crush" has returned.

Big time!

OMG, i have been so bad: I'm strutting around the house hopeing he will say something (and maybe even secretly hoping he'll DO something...?).

Well, today he did: i had just finished my lil shoot in my black PB top and skirt, and went down for a drink, when i walked past him. I bent over to get something from the frige, and he said "Quinn, I can't believe how pretty your legs are."

I just smiled at him and sat in one of the chairs in the kitchen, crossed my legs and asked "Really? You like them, dad?" and he sorta smiled and told me he did. Then i asked him if he liked my hair, and he said he did, but thought i would look better with darker hair (note to self: nothing but dark wigs from now on...haha). I told him i did have a wig like that, and i would show him some day soon, and he said he couldn't wait.

Is my dad flirting with me. He had to get to a meeting, but i think if he had stayed, i woulda been in one of my hotter outfits!

I think I'm becoming a daddies girl!